seeing as it hurts more today than yesterday..

it was after i realized that i couldn’t be totally happy with that smile towards me, that there was nothing special, baby

what if.. it seems like you’re going to love me
because it seems like you’re going to come to me if i wait just a little..
with these anticipations, i can’t leave you

even though i wanted to believe that that smile was just for me
it probably isn’t, right? but still..

just maybe…